Sadness

Sometimes life's sadness overpowers me.

It's not a sadness that can make you cry,

Nor is it a feeling that you can really share.

It's simply a despondency within your soul.

Sometimes life's sadness appears to me in a child,

One whose body is left twisted and deformed

Because a mother chose a drug to quench her need,

And cared little of the life she grew inside.

Sometimes I see life's sadness in a man

That sits alone in his room, preparing to die,

As his family goes their way, enjoying life,

Forgetting the man's sacrifices in past times.

Sometimes I drive along a city street,

And I watch the homeless with all they own go by.

Who misses them? Where are the ones they love?

Are they unwelcome, or do their people just not care?

Sometimes my heart cries out in pain and woe.

A memory of the loved one I can't see.

The past has come between us, severed the tie.

And I wonder if I can bear it another day.

Oh, the miseries of life that people bear!

We stand aside and watch, then go our way.

Sometimes life's sadness goes unnoticed and ignored,

Because we don't know how to ease the pain.

Forgive us Father! Teach us how to love.

Restore in us a caring, sympathetic heart.

Remind us of the prayers we've left unsaid.

God save us from the evil of callous apathy.

Some may think I've been a little too focused lately on being old and losing some of my faculties, and even getting a little too crotchety. I think it's their imagination. I admit that I do think about it a bit. But, hey! I'm old! What else have I got to do besides sit around and think about things?  Frankly, if you don't like it, I say tough!

Oh! The Joys of Old Age

What's wrong with us? There comes that time,

And we really ought to know

That if you get too old and slow

Then you're gonna have to go.

You're booted from the workplace.

The neighbors shake their heads.

The kids forget to call you,

And the g-men think you're dead.

You stand in line for hours just to get a little card

That says you get some money 

For which you worked so hard.

But wait! It's not so simple!

They're not sure that you are you.

So, you jump through hoops and fill out forms.

And just when you think you're through,

They hand you ten more forms and smile 

With a twinkle in their eye. 

It's really quite sadistic how they delight to see you cry.

Now, medical is another fact that you don't want to face.
Insurance men and women hover over your living space.
Your doctor has reservations about everything you eat,
And your dentist wants to talk about installing some false teeth.
I know. You think I'm crazy to imagine such wild things.
But, the truth is this is just a glimpse of all the grief it brings.
No. I'm just saying it gets tough, the older that you get.
So, enjoy your life, and take care now so there's nothing you'll regret.

There is one thing that I might add

 That makes up for all this.

There are things that come with age 

That give you so much joy and bliss.

I know I've whined and cried a bit, 

And even wrung my hands.

But, the best of being older

 Is enjoying all the grands.

Your grandkids are the greatest thing. 

You rock and read and play.

Your aches and pains disolve a bit with every word they say.

You'll find that they're the smartest, the most handsome, and quite nice,

And the stories that you'll tell will be repeated more than twice.

It's the best reward for all the years of diapers and teens.

And, your children get to go through worse. 

Oh! It's the epitome of your dreams!

Well, I must go. I heard a knock. It's an agent at the door.
He wants to sell me security that I've never had before.
He thinks I was born yesterday, and I'll buy the line he's spun.
But, surprise! I have security. This old lady packs a gun.

Where Classy Resides

It is a surname of German origin. As a noun, it means jewelry; as an adjective, it means neat in the sense of clean, tidy, or having a simple elegance. It reflects glamour and good taste, and it can be seen on store fronts in good German business areas.

Where Classy Resides

A few years ago I just could not defend

A good reason to marry him over again.

But now that he's trained, and I've got him in hand,

I believe that my husband is more than just grand.
Oh, sure, he has issues, and, well, so do I,
But the progress he's made can be measured quite high.
There are those who would say that he married up.
Now, forty years later he's all quite grown up.
So, let me explain and make something quite clear.
There's a very good reason that you find me here.

I've something to say; to get off my chest.

I reckoned that writing in verse would be best.

You see, if I could just change my last name,

The fun of it all would be trivial and vain.

For ignorant people who like to make fun

Of others are not very smart. No. Not one.

Some people who have the small brains of a duck

Get enjoyment from misusing my man's name of Schmuck.

They think that they know the true meaning. But no.

They have no idea, for it's German, you know.

The German definition is beautiful and fair,

For it means pretty jewelry for your neck or your hair.

It could be a scarf or a necklace quite grand,

Or it could be a bracelet you can wear on your hand.

I have to admit that my temper may flare 

At the crass comments made to me, standing right there!
You'd think they'd be cool and not laugh at his name,
For they'd call up their lawyers if I did the same.
No. It's hard to bear idiots with the brains of a duck
When they have no idea of the classy name Schmuck.

A New Day

There's no more tears.

I won't lose hope.

I know what's true.

I know how to cope.

Begone, oh enemy of mine.

I have a loving Friend Divine.

Oh! How I love Jesus!

My head is up. I live with peace.

I go to God to find release.

He wipes away the largest tear,

And when I call He's always there.

There's no more grief. There's no more strife.

I know my faith defines my life.

And when my problems get me down,

I think of Him and I turn around.

There's nothing I can't overcome

With the help of the Holy One.

So, off with sadness, off with care.

None of that will be welcome here.

I love the comfort of His grace,

As i boldly go to seek His face.

Bureaucracy (Lament of a Baby Boomer)

 You work all your life.

You work long and hard.

You spent time for your country,

And here's your reward:

Don't be angry, don't be sad,

Cause it's the greatest nation to be had.

They take your wealth, they take your job,

Then arrest you if you join a mob.

They send you letters, build you up,

Then snatch the last dime from your cup.

They steal your clothes and eat your food,

Then ask if you are feeling good.

The medicine they promised you

Is just a fluke. In fact, who knew?

The medical help was a lie, too.

And you thought all was well. Me too.

But now we know. They're all so rude.

The only thing we got was screwed.

Angelina Mandolay

Angelina Mandolay

Went to market twice each day.

All the men that she passed by

Could be heard to moan and sigh.

But Angelina Mandolay

Wouldn't give her time away.

Alejandro Palomos

Twice each day to market goes.

All the girls and ladies sigh

As this handsome man walks by.

But Alejandro goes each day

To look for Angie Mandolay.

While in the marketplace today

Alejandro spied Ms Mandolay.

When Angie saw him in the store

She bolted swiftly toward the door.

But Alejandro blocked her way,

And there she stood, not a word to say.

Alejandro spoke, "Ms Mandelay,

Your time I ask that I might say

How lovely and how sweet your face.

I pray you'll grant to me some grace.

I'd like to spend some time with you.

May I please call for you at two?

Angelina Mandolay

Seldom gave her smile away.

But now she did not wear a frown.

She smiled at him, as he looked down.

He knew he'd scored that coveted prize.

For he saw submission in her eyes.

Ms Mandolay spoke not a word.

But all across the store was heard

A gasp as Angie made a jerk

And placed her knee where it did the work.

Now she goes again twice each day.

Ms Angelina Mandalay.

Life Passes By

I sat at my window and watched the sun rise.

It's radiance awakened my soul to the day.

A souvenir of early rising, a token display.

The memory of it lingers on in my mind.

Once I heard the pounding of the ocean tide.  

I marveled at the span of infinite degree.
Its power laid out as far as any man can see.
'Tis now a memory that I cherish well.

I delight in thinking of my family and friends
That I have left behind in quest of life.
It causes pain in my spirit, it gives strife
To think I may not see them in this life again.

I've heard sweet music from the symphony.

I've seen the crane and heard its mating call.

I've felt the wonder of the buildings tall.

These thoughts will fade, resting long in my mind.

But, each moment of the day I walk with Him.
I am ever in His presence, safe and warm.
We talk in every moment, share no harm.
I know His power and love, and He knows me.

The never ending, awesome truth of God.
The Omnipresent and the  living Christ.
I go not one step without Him in my life.
He is no memory. He is now and forevermore.